#love my lil macabre bby

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My lovely, darling @crystal8325 tagged me in this fun little thing (and I’m finally doing it, I’m so sorry that this took so long) where I have to write 10 facts about myself and then tag 10 people that I’d like to get to know better. I honestly had to write this one out and contemplate SO MUCH, I apologize for taking so super long to make this. So! Let’s hop to it! (BTW, @crystal8325, I absolutely loved your post - you’re such a wonderful person and I’d love to strengthen our friendship. This also goes for everyone else that I’m tagging, I love you guys!) I decided to just list off some fun things, so I hope that all y’all like it!

1. I love hot drinks - specifically tea and coffee. My favourite tea would be peppermint and I take my coffee black. It’s what gets me up in the morning and calms me down after a long day. To go along with this, I like to collect mugs! I have quite a lot and they’re very weird/kooky. The weirder it is, the better.

2. Major depressive disorder up in this bitch, though it’s looking up. I was hospitalized last June (Which was a rather traumatic experience, but I like to view this as a learning experience. Eventually, I’d like to write about this since I kept my hospital journal, but it will take a lot of time and energy to do that lol) and put on medication - which has honestly helped me so much and saved my life. While I’ve dealt with this disorder for quite some time, this has been the first where I was actually taken seriously and forced myself to take steps to heal myself. I couldn’t have done it without my best friends, who I don’t think really know just how much they mean to me and how they have impacted my life so much. I love them so much and I honestly don’t think that I could ever put into words how thankful I am to have crossed paths with them in this life.

3. I absolutely adore cats. I just love them so much, probs more than anything they’re just so cute and soft! I have three cat babies and they are my cHiLDreN, mY SWeET sUmmER ChiLDreN tHaT I WoUld dIE FoR. Their names are Sarah Jane, Lenore, and Amai! I have plans to adopt more cats because three is not enough and I just want to be the embodiment of a stereotypical crazy cat lady. So like, Nyah, bitch.

4. I was a film student for two years! Well, more like one and a half (and then a half year of fine arts). I have always been fascinated by film - still am, but the institution that I was at was complete SHITE and did not offer what I really wanted to study, which was screenwriting. So! Now I’m applying to another school and plan on studying creative writing. Aside from film writing, I also enjoy writing poems, memoirs, and short stories. I still value the time I spent at my previous school and I met some super awesome film professors, but that place was just awful and I needed to get out. I’d like to get back into film in the future and have plans for several possible television shows/films.

5. I’m scared of horses - a rather weird fact, but hear me out. My grandmother (who lives in rural Indiana, if that tells you anything) has been a horse owner/caretaker for as long as I can remember. I used to be ok with them and would actually help her out in the barn! Plus, I could explore/get into shit, because I love doing that lmao. However, she usually had horses that were complete assholes and I had several awful experiences with nearly all of them. I fell off of one, was bit on the back of the neck by another, pushed over and nearly trampled, etc. Princess (a horse that was born on the property and delivered by my grandma) was the dickhead that caused the most trauma injury. She would constantly bite, step on you, literally chase you and try to run you over. She was a fucking bitch. So, after dealing with that for a large chunk of my childhood, I am now forever uncomfortable when in the presence of a horse.

6. I love rain/thunderstorms or windy weather (bonus if they’re combined) and the night is my favourite time of day.

7. I’m a rather morbid person?? Or more like I am fascinated/have a deep love for dark/scary/morbid things. I love horror, psychological thrillers, serial killers, murder mysteries - anything gruesome, disturbing, macabre, creepy, or spooky in real life or fiction. I just love that kind of stuff - it just fascinates me and I can’t get enough of it. (Please don’t think I’m a murderer, I just find the darker parts of humanity incredibly intriguing. I swear that I’m a really nice person, I just like weird things)

8. I believe in ghosts! In fact, I grew up in a haunted house! There was a lady ghost that lived in the basement and she would walk around at night. I’d like to do some ghost hunting eventually, I think it would be super fun and ghosts are just hella cool.

9. I love to cross stitch and embroider! Now I’m trying to teach myself to crochet, which is going...ok??? I’m still learning. But! I am an old lady and like to do needlepoint projects. It’s relaxing and soothes the soul. I usually listen to music or audio books while I’m working!

10. Aside from cats, I love cephalopods. I don’t know what it is about squid/octopi/other cephalopod bbys, but I just love them. They’re so cute and squishy! They just kind bloop around everywhere and look adorable as fuck. I just love them. I have plans of getting several tattoos of some lovely cephalopods. Eventually, I’d love to pet one. Just reach out, pet it, and my life would be complete. I’d like to do that with a shark as well, but that might be a lil more difficult.

Alright! 10 facts about me! That was a lot of fun and again, I am so sorry that it took forever. @crystal8325  Thank you so much for tagging me and I hope that you liked this! I am going to tag these lovely people: @altardust @googlymooglyghoul @dreamlover4eva @my-addictions @lovefrombeelzebub666 @clappityclapfrisco @metalhat @boopdaspook @secularhxze @gleamed

If you do not want to do this, that is totally fine! I just wanted to share this and have some fun! Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful morning/day/night!!

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sunflower, luxury, tea and bumblebee *lil star emoji*

yeliza my love!! 😌🌸✨💖

sunflower: have you always lived where you do now?

yes, it’s terribly boring :( i hope to be relocating by late next year though!

luxury: favorite designer?

definitely alexander mcqueen....the gothic/victorian influences, the macabre aspects, the theatrics...totally up my alley if I could afford any of it, lol

tea: favorite films?

I answered this one here, but i definitely have to include anything by tim burton as well. he fueled my love for all things creepy at a young age :’)

bumblebee: who are people that you look up to?

my mom, close friends of mine who I have seen grow and achieve things they are worked hard for, my bts bbys, gerard way has always been a huge influence of mine, to name a few!

💕💐✨ send me questions! ✨💐💕